april 18, 2011


Today I went into my sewingroom for the first time since mom died. It still looks the same since the move in early January. Nothing is in its right place, it's all a mess and nothing is really unpacked.



I'm searchig for something, I'm not sure what it is. I've misplaced my inspiration and my will to create.

Today I went into my sewingroom, stood there and looked around. Closed the door behind me. Maybe another time.


april 15, 2011


Nataniel: Åh mamma jag drömde så underbart!

Jag: Vad drömde du då?

Nataniel: Jag drömde att jag dammsugade!